Librería Samer Atenea
Kálamo Books
Librería Elías (Asturias)
Librería Kolima (Madrid)
Librería Proteo (Málaga)
'I’m an addict.'The first time you hear those words from your child, the world tilts. You want to argue, to fix it, to rewrite the story before it’s even been told. James Chess heard them from his youngest son, Danny, and spent years believing the hardest chapter was behind them.It wasn’t.In this raw, unflinching memoir, Jim Chess does what most parents dread even imagining: he tells the full story of losing his 33-year-old son to suicide. From Danny’s childhood as the youngest of six in a loud, loving family, through his battles with opioid addiction and depression, to the devastating phone call on Friday the 13th that changed everything, Jim holds nothing back. He writes with the candor of a father who refuses to sugarcoat the truth and the tenderness of a man who would give anything for just one more Sunday morning check-in with his boy.But this is not just a story about death. It is about what comes after: the blur of visitors and casseroles, the strange grace of 'the Dead Son Effect,' a family learning how to get out of bed each morning and keep walking, literally, along the beach, one foot in front of the other. It is about a wife who held everything together, siblings who found their way back to laughter, and a father who turned writing into his lifeline.Part love letter, part cautionary tale, part grief journal, Jim weaves together family memories, his popular blog posts from Beers at the Nifty, and an imagined final conversation with Danny that will leave you reaching for the phone to call someone you love.He was an amazing son, brother, uncle, godfather, and friend. He just didn’t fit here.Best for readers who appreciate honest family memoirs, those navigating their own grief or supporting a loved one through addiction and mental health struggles, parents looking for solidarity rather than platitudes, and anyone who believes that love, even when it isn’t enough to save someone, still matters more than anything.
