Jc Kimberly Schneider Hilleshiem
Librería Samer Atenea
Librería Aciertas (Toledo)
Kálamo Books
Librería Perelló (Valencia)
Librería Elías (Asturias)
Donde los libros
Librería Kolima (Madrid)
Librería Proteo (Málaga)
This begins my journey...Sitting at my desk...now married with 3 very young children, working for a company that custom built fire trucks, I was trying to type a report 'perfectly' as the inspector waited patiently in the hallway for the completion of it. It was a 5 or 6 part report on the newly built fire truck that literally 'had - to - be - perfect' (it could not even have 'corrected' mistakes). My hands shook and I was filled with anxiety. My whole inner body, including my mind, was tense...I was so tense I could feel pressure in my head. It is truly hard to explain.I also had a very difficult time remembering. On many occasions, my boss would call me into his office for further instruction. I would clutch my notebook and pen and write frantically, otherwise, I would get back to my desk and think... 'now what did he just ask me to do?' At home, I couldn’t fall into a deep sleep... my mind raced constantly. No matter how hard I tried, I just could not get any rest. I was also very phobic in public. For example, when I was shopping and if I was comparing prices (which was very hard to do because of my state of mind), I would panic and think, are people looking at me? Have I been standing here too long? I wasn’t sure what was wrong with me.WAS I GOING CRAZY? I was so scared . . .
