I Need a Miracle

What happens when a university-educated man finds himself counting coins with the precision of a central banker, stretching 30 shillings across multiple days, and developing relationships with creditors who’ve given up hope of repayment? 'I Need a Miracle' is the brutally honest, real-time chronicle of a life in free fall, and the stubborn faith that refuses to let go even when logic suggests it should.Written during the author’s actual crisis, this isn’t a retrospective success story told from the comfort of recovery. It’s the raw, unfiltered documentation of someone living on the edge of financial and emotional collapse while maintaining his dignity through philosophy, humor, and an unwavering belief that supernatural intervention remains possible.Through ten deeply personal chapters, readers witness the daily reality of extreme poverty in urban Kenya: the art of making vegetables last three days, the choreography required to hide holes in clothes, the careful timing needed to avoid uncomfortable encounters with landlords. But this is far more than a poverty memoir. It’s a philosophical exploration of suffering, deserving, and the mathematics of hope.The author’s relationship with Mama Njeri, the local grocery vendor who becomes his lifeline, illustrates how dignity can be preserved even in dependency. His conversations with creditors, family, and friends reveal the complex web of relationships that both sustain and strain under economic pressure. His internal dialogues with the divine; questioning, bargaining, demanding; transform personal desperation into universal spiritual inquiry.What makes this book extraordinary is its refusal to sanitize struggle or promise easy answers. The author asks the questions that keep desperate people awake at 3 AM: Do I deserve this? If not now, when? Why does pain last longer than joy? His answers are refreshingly honest: he doesn’t know. But his willingness to keep asking, keep hoping, keep believing in the possibility of miracles, transforms uncertainty into a kind of faith.Written with the philosophical depth of a trained thinker but the accessibility of a friend sharing his story over tea, 'I Need a Miracle' speaks to anyone who has ever felt powerless against their circumstances. It’s for people who understand that sometimes the only thing standing between survival and surrender is the belief that life can change in ways human effort alone cannot accomplish.This is more than a memoir; it’s a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and a prayer written in book form. Readers will finish it believing not only in the author’s miracle, but in the possibility of their own.