Growing Up Amanda

Have you ever envisioned living life as the opposite sex? In that life, what would you dodifferently from what we observe and live with on a daily basis? What would you change ifyou were in that body? Family or no family? What would you do for recreation? Would youenjoy sports? Your love life, working habits and especially sexual attitudes would most likelychange dramatically. Would you be more or less controlling? What kind of a leader wouldyou be? As a female, if you became a male, would you be much more active sexually? Wouldyou have many sexual partners or few? How would you live your life as the opposite sex? Isuppose we each would have our own individual ideas, I certainly have mine.Many times I have made the statement to beautiful women, some young, some not soyoung, that were struggling with life: 'If I had your looks, your body, your personality andsmile, I would control the world, or at least my immediate world.' I sometimes ask myselfin that position blessed with what they have, which of course, would also include some reasonable degree of intelligence, what would I do differently with my life? The first on my listwould be control. I would never, under any circumstance, let men control my little world, letalone my life. Loving them, fine, I would always be positive this man deserved my love, andthat I knew him well enough and was positive he would be a success in whatever he choosesto do. No lazy bastards in my little life. If I choose to have sex with whomever, for whateverreason, fine. I will be controlling the mood, not them. I would own the world of men!In my observation, many of these women have no concept of what they possess or howit could be used to benefit them. This female could live the good life, new cars, beautifulhomes, and travel. Many will find my vision in this story disgusting, who cares! I don’t intendto please everyone. It’s impossible. This is my vision and how I would handle life asthe opposite sex, from very young to growing older. My experiences and personality havebeen projected to several of the characters in my story.Are some women simply born with a sexual desire that most men simply take forgranted? Is it always a matter of self-esteem? Is it possible some females are just simplyborn with an abnormally strong desire for sex? It happens with many men and no one questionsit. Is it a matter of genes or chromosomes or maybe a hormone imbalance? Are onein a million females born with an abnormally strong desire, or are there many? I don’t knowif anyone really knows. Most women who fall into this category, I’m certain, don’t beginto understand. Certainly Amanda doesn’t know where it comes from. As I move on withmy story you will understand what it has done to her and how she lives and learns to controlher little world with what God given gifts she was born with. What she chooses to dowith her gifts will shock some and repulse others. Follow Amanda through her journey asshe begins learning how to put her gifts to use to benefit her life all while dealing with highschool, family and her budding sexuality. Perhaps she has been given the soul of a male.But, why - How? Come along for the ride in Growing Up Amanda. I guarantee manyshocking surprises as you laugh and cry while you get a glimpse inside Amanda’s world inthis coming-of-age tale.