Librería Samer Atenea
Librería Aciertas (Toledo)
Kálamo Books
Librería Perelló (Valencia)
Librería Elías (Asturias)
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Librería Kolima (Madrid)
Librería Proteo (Málaga)
What do sex, drugs, and survival have in common? They all promise escape-and demand a price.Under ’90s South Florida neon, warehouse nights, rave beats, mixtapes passed hand to hand-Gabriela Ayala learned the art of survival through performance: good daughter, model student, perfectly composed.Behind the smile, the pressure built until one October night ended under hospital lights and the world split open. All the Pills I Swallow is a pulse-lit, scene-driven personal memoir about what happens when the mask shatters, and a woman learns to write herself whole-one page, one pill, one choice at a time.Told in sharp, cinematic vignettes, Ayala traces her coming-of-age as a first-generation Puerto Rican woman balancing brilliance and burnout, bipolar highs and hospital beds, love and loss, silence and song. From music-school hallways to psych wards, from rave floors to writing workshops, she charts the messy miracle of mental-health recovery: the grind of meds, therapy, boundaries, and the courage to start again.Unflinching yet full of grace, All the Pills I Swallow unpacks what it means to heal in a culture that calls survival rebellion. It’s stigma-smart, fiercely specific, and luminous-a story about finding language for pain, community for loneliness, and power in truth-telling.For anyone who grew up under fluorescent lights and heavy expectations, for women of color learning to belong without erasing themselves, for readers who know hope isn’t magic-it’s maintenance.
