All I Ever Wanted

As I stare at the ultrasound, my eyes fill with tears. My husband squeezes my hand, thinking they are tears of happiness. How do I tell him they aren’t? When I meet the love of my life, Mark, I have everything I ever dreamed of. Our lives are perfect, until we find out I can’t give him the one thing he truly wants-a child. There is a small glimmer of hope. We could use a surrogate. But as the doctor explains that we can’t use my eggs, my heart breaks all over again. Mark kisses my forehead, reassuring me that I will be a fantastic mother, that we can still raise our dream family. So why can’t I see myself in the picture he paints? When we meet our surrogate, Dani, I try not to feel threatened by this young, beautiful woman, who can give my husband the one thing I never can. As I watch her looking at the sonogram, I’m sure I see love in her eyes. Because after all, this is her child... not mine. Is it right for me to come between a mother and her baby, even if it’s all I’ve ever wanted? As the months pass and the date circled on the calendar gets closer, I try to ignore the panic beating in my heart. Looking around the beautiful nursery we’ve created, I know I have to make a heartbreaking choice. Can I really separate a mother from her baby? And should I tell my husband that I can’t raise his child and, if I do, will I lose the love of my life forever? A completely heartbreaking and unputdownable novel about what it means to be a mother, and the power of a mother’s love. Perfect for readers who enjoy emotional fiction, and for fans of Jodi Picoult, Liane Moriarty and Susan Lewis. Read what everyone’s saying about Kate Hewitt: 'I LOVED THIS BOOK!!!... Put it on your must-read list. In fact put it on the top of your TBR pile! Seriously, this is a book that will stay with you... Will give you all the feels and then some!... Kate Hewitt is the queen of touching and capturing my heartstrings and pulling them hard... Phenomenal.' Heidi Lynn’s Book Reviews ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'THE book of the year!... I don’t think I have ever cried as much... heartbreaking and unputdownable... To say this story is a five-star read is an understatement. There are not enough stars in the world to show how much this book has touched me.' Sinfully Wicked Book Reviews ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'Warning, you will need a box of tissues by your side to get through this book!!!!! I loved, loved, loved this book. It was a real tearjerker. Question was when was I ever going to stop crying? My husband even asked me if something terrible had happened and I had to explain it was just my book... Awesome.' Blue Moon Blogger ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'Truly beautiful... It was real, and brutal, and heartbreaking, but it was honest, which made it all the most devastating to read.' Goodreads reviewer ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'Holy heck!!! Kate Hewitt brought her A-game with this must-read... I was completely entranced... A complete 5-star novel that will most certainly wow you!' Steph and Chris’ Book Review ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐